Reader Story #2

Reader "M" was kind enough to share his thoughts on my birthday wish with me ...

http://adventuresofascorpio.blogspot.com/2009/11/9-days-until-my-birthday.html


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Seems like no one has responded to you really, and while it's a tad late I think I will. I've enjoyed reading your blog so a belated gift shouldn't be too hard for me. For the record I'm a late-twenties male. I would've posted this as a response to your blog but apparently I'm far too wordy.

1. My best experience was really unexpected. It really was an act of desperation that both gave me one of the most fulfilling experiences physically, but also allowed me to shed some of my shallowness. I'm not too proud of this but I had just come out of a long distance relationship. I had not had any sexy-time in almost 4 months, and that time that i did was very unfulfilling. I had joined Adult Friend Finder and was too young for most people. (22-23). And then this wonderful 37 year old lady messaged me. We began talking and over the course of a week shared our fantasies and kinks. For the first time in my life (and last time as it stands) I talked about all my kinks, my fetishes, I showed her erotic stories I had written. These are things i've never felt comfortable sharing with any girlfriend in the past. I just don't think they'd handle it well. But this woman seemed to feed off it, the more i told her the more excited she got and she insisted many of my shared kinks would end up on her "to do" list as well. While I'll spare the sheer length of my stories and fantasies (as a lot of them do require so mental stimulation via teasing or flirting or other..) the quick and dirty laundry list goes like so:

* i've wanted to give oral to a man with a woman
* i've wanted a woman to jack me off in her panties
* i've wanted a footjob from a nylon clad woman
* i've wanted to eat a creampie from a woman
* i've wanted to have a woman use a strap-on me
* i've wanted to snow-ball and do other cum play with a woman
* i've wanted to fist a woman
* and in a dirty talking and bondage (and slight pain) wanted to dom a woman

Never had I come across someone with similar sexual philosophies as me: "I'll do absolutely anything short of breaking laws or morals to give my partner pleasure for the giving act itself pleases me". I had women who talked a good game but were prudish in real life, absolutely gorgeous women from the hollywood standard cliche who just laid there like they were doing me a favor, women who would never be open to an open relationship, women who would never accept my bi-curious side, women that would never understand any of my fetishes. Most girls i had a developing relationship with would go as far as anal on the taboo scale and just stop there. That's the best i could've ever asked for at the time.

So we arranged to meet and had the hotel reserved and then it dawned on me. I had such a wonderful time talking with this wonderful lady I had never seen a picture of her. She was hesitant to give one to me which made me worry but she did. And then I saw what she was hesistant about. She was pretty large. Not so large that people would gawk, but she was definitely tinkering on being obese (medically speaking). I was so torn inside. I had not been so open with someone, someone had never been so open with me sexually (on a first name basis), i had never been so attracted to someone's personality then unattractive to their pictures before. I didn't want to hurt her feelings, I'm not that kind of guy, and maybe a bigger person than me would have had the courage to be honest with her but in the end i'm glad I didn't.

I drove to her (3 hours) and we met up at a bar. Shared some dinner and an appetizer, at first I thought she was no better looking in person, but as we conversed I found the openness between us attractive, i found her little hints of being horny as attractive, i found her eyes attractive and her smile beautiful. Before we left the establishment I was only slightly torn about my feelings about what we were about to do. At the hotel we raced out of our clothes, and she attacked my penis (in a good way) like no woman ever had. I have always held the opinion that blowjobs are 90% enthusiasm, 10% skill. This woman gave it 120%. I couldn't tell if she desired my orgasm that badly or if she cared about my pleasure that much..but it didn't matter. The things she did with her hands and mouth and a wandering finger in my back-end.. my eyes rolled in the back of my head.

After i came, i was still rock hard.. something that had never happened before. By the time that oral session was over I hated myself for ever judging and worrying about her weight. Her attitude, personality, and oozing sexuality made her the sexiest woman I had ever met. That night and the following day we checked everything off my list and some off her own that 2 people could do alone together. I had never been so aroused to go again and again and again like I was with her. I was dominant, I was submissive, I was free with her. During the times I took more than 10 minutes recouping myself she was either putting on a show with some toys or playing with my penis with her hands and mouths to make him spring back to life again. She was simply insatiable, and i was growing to be as such. All in all in 12 hours I must've cum 15 times. I lost count of her orgasms. We did every nasty thing we could think off and we had fun with it. Every position, every dirty word you can think of was uttered and yet we didn't take it overly serious. In between sessions we talked of politics, former relationships, our sexual history, society, culture, music and art. We laughed and joked around and talked about what we liked about each other in and out of the sack. There was more than just kink here. There was raw passion, attraction, and connection.

Sunday she stated she had a surprise for me, one of her fuck buddies. And sunday became many more firsts for me. We shared his cock, I participated in double teaming a woman for the first time and loving every second of seeing her in the throughs of pleasure that no one can could bring her on their own. And i went down on her after he had left his seed in her. For the first time I got the experience the wonderous sensation of having "silky seconds". It was all very kinky and wonderful.

I thought, that when i left to go back home I might feel disgusted. Fantasies played out in real life can leave you feeling icky and like a cheap creep once they're said and done, especially with someone who's relatively a stranger. I thought with all the semen and hormones drained out of me I might go back on my perception of how attractive she really was to me and that maybe i just used the scenario to try some things I otherwise wouldn't. But that's not the case. I still fantasize about her years later. I still think she's the sexiest woman i've ever been with. Her attitude, her personality, her enthusiasm were the most freeing and non-judgmental i've ever come across. For the first and only time in my life i was allowed to be me, 100%, behind closed doors with someone else and furthermore for someone else to share the same back. It was a wonderful feeling. I drove home and had a glowing smile on me for days. If I had to pick between her and some of the model-type chicks i've had in the past, I'd pick her every time. If she didn't move I could have honestly seen a very long lasting wonderful connection between us developing. We stay in contact here and there though and it always makes me smile to talk to her.

2. From an STD chances perspective I'd say no. From the fact I like experiencing new people, new perspectives, new fantasies, new likes and dislikes, i'd say yes in a heartbeat.

3. I used to believe whole heartedly (romantically so) in monogamy. And I still desire a deeply emotive, loyal 1 on 1 relationship with women. Always will. But I do think open relationships are the way to go, be it polyamory, cuckolds, swingers, hot-wife relationships, whatever's clever for that couple.. do a lot a bit more freedom and happiness in a person's life if they have the maturity to handle such things. Being that I've grown into the type of person that adores seeing women deriving pleasure from others (men or women) I definitely know I do not want monogamy again in my life.

4. I'd repeat my answer to #1 all over again and extend it out for a week.

5. Not sure entirely. I pick you or the couple features at biandbi.

6. I really would love to experience a squirter once (or make a girl who never has do so for the first time)