Reader story #4

This one is from A ... a loyal reader of this blog and my sometime pen-pal. His stories never fail to amaze me and I look forward to each and every one of them I receive. Until he wrote me, I'd not known anyone like him ... and soon you'll find out why.

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Good to see you're finding action out there, liked the latest post to your blog. Several years ago when I was looking for a new kink to having sex with women I discovered sex with older women (they had to be in their late 40's or above), and used dating web sites to meet and sleep with older women, preferably on the first date or "meeting" is a better term than date, which was usually nothing more than a cup of coffee at a Starbucks. Eventually I eliminated that and had women agree to come to my apartment to meet me for the first time and get laid. My conservative older neighbors next door noticed a variety of women, one of whom was my first black lover, started coming and going, especially on the weekends, and probably heard the sounds of sex from my bedroom. They stopped talking to me but I didn't care, for me it was the best arrangement.

My last email mentioned that at 13 I discovered by accident that I could suck my own cock and did for several years after that. Just wanted to make sure that you knew that there are guys like me who can do that, not many, and we're considered the lucky few. Auto-fellatio, self-suck, it has different names, it wasn't until the internet and AOL chat rooms in the 90s that I discovered that I wasn't the only one who could do it, but more amazing was the number of guys I chatted with who wished they could. Totally straight guys admitting they would love to do it. A lot of straight guys also admitted they were curious to suck another man's cock but societal taboos kept them from exploring that experience.

There were guys begging to watch me do it, one guy even offered to fly me to his home in Oregon and pay me to do it in front of him but by then I was no longer flexible enough, it had become too painful to get into the correct position, something I sadly discovered in my early 20s, when I had my own apartment and tried several times but could only get my mouth within an inch of my penis. For a number of years I would use that position to masturbate and ejaculate into my mouth so I could still swallow my cum but by my 30s I found myself getting turned off by the taste of my own semen and stopped doing it.

If you're not familiar with this type of oral sex there's a web site solosuck.com that has videos of guys who suck themselves off.

I found this in wikipedia:

"Few men possess sufficient flexibility and penis length to safely perform the necessary frontbend.^[1] However, increased flexibility achieved via gravity-assisted positions, and physical training such as gymnastics, contortion, or yoga may make it possible for some. American biologists Craig Bartle and Alfred Charles Kinsey reported that fewer than 1% of males can successfully orally contact their own penis^{[citation needed]} and that only 2 or 3 men in a thousand could perform a full autofellatio.^[8] Previously, autofellatio was considered by behavioristic science a problem rather than as a variety in sexual practice."

It's interesting to read the reference to it being once thought of as a problem. I'd never heard of the act until I was in my 30's. When I first did it I actually felt ashamed of it and felt it was wrong to do, if masturbation was considered wrong by some, then sucking my own cock and swallowing my semen must be even worse. That didn't stop me from practicing it many times after my first time but it was my secret for many years. I immediately liked the act of sucking my cock and enjoyed the feeling of filling my mouth with semen, two facts that months later led me to devise a plan to seduce a friend of mine while my parents were away, allowing me to fellate him in my bed during a sleep-over. I found it was a lot less painful sucking his cock and eventually that of others though I still took care of myself as I loved the feeling of doing it to myself even if my neck or back got a little sore in the process.